I'm back. Miss me..??

It's been a while I didn't visit my blog. Kinda miss it. Miss to read your story guys... Wassup with my life lately..?Well, I'm doing fine. I've been active in facebook but not in blogging. Nehh...but sometimes facebooking can be boring too...heheheNow is the month of August. Next month will be September... Weee..!! Can't wait...hehehe...actually nothing special 'bout September, it's just that my birthday falls on the 6th of September and I'll be turning 25years old. Hmm..not bad..! After all age is just a number, right..? Most of my friends have been married and some of them will be getting married soon.. Me..?? Nehh...still not married. Still waiting for the right guy. Ehe...actually I don't know what to say... I think the right guy is already appear in my life, but it's so vague at the moment...not confirm...Many guys tried to approach me. Well, thank you but I'm not ready yet.. Actually I'm not confident..! You guys are too good for me, you deserve someone better than me... I'll pray for your happiness. I have this friend of mine. I have been friends with him since 2008, which means it has been almost 5years. We are a good friends. We talk about our life, interest, past, dislikes, character, family etc etc. But we're never talk about our feelings. Even if we do, it's just for fun. Humour. Something to make conversations more interesting. And we both laugh every time we talk about it. But there was one night, we talked about other people's marriage and how some of them failed to take care of their marriage and get divorced. So, I said I wanted to get married but I don't know when and with whom. I'm afraid to become 'andartu'. He laughed at me. And he said "kalau saya mau macam manalah tu.." . And I was...?????? At first I thought he was making fun of me, saja mau kasih parasan saya mungkin. Tapi lama-lama lama-lama I kept thinking of it and realized maybe he really meant it.. What if he really really mean it..??Oh gosh...actually I like him. But I don't know his real feeling towards me..He never mention it !But the funny thing is he will marry me only when I hit 30... Damn it..!! Hahaha..!! Cilakak dia... When I ask why must 30? And he said 'yalah..takkan mau awal-awal. oklah tu kawin umur 30'... Dan saya merasakan jantung saya ini ibarat dipanah 100 kali dari setiap arah yang bertentangan..!But never mind lah..as long as ada juga sudah orang melamar saya walaupun hanya dalam SMS...!!!! Hahahaha...!! Until then..bye for now...